A book
read by 1000 people,
is 1000 different books.

(Andrej Tarkovsky, 1975)

Further Away

I know you need me,
So why don’t you want me
Your eyes say you love me,
Your actions neglect me
You’re leaving me,
It’s sad you don’t know it

Pieces of you, Moments of us,
Bitter the sparks, That only ignite

Fires, fires…
Little fires everywhere,
Fires, burning
I’m trying, trying…
To build back the bridges burned,
I’m trying, trying

Every time I get close to you,
You push me further away
Every time I try to make it right,
You push me further away
Every time I open up (to you),
You push me further away
Every time I get close to you,
You push me further away

I keep forgetting,
You no longer know me
I can’t remember,
The last time you were you
You’re lost in time,
I’ll always stand up by you

Pieces of you, Moments of us,
Bitter the sparks, That only ignite

Fires, fires…
Little fires everywhere,
Fires, burning
I’m trying, trying…
To build back the bridges burned,
I’m trying, trying

Every time I get close to you,
You push me further away
Every time I try to make it right,
You push me further away
Every time I open up (to you),
You push me further away
Every time I get close to you,
You push me further away

Fires, fires…
Little fires everywhere,
Fires, burning
I’m trying, trying…
To build back the bridges burned,
I’m trying, trying

You make it hard… To see you
You make it hard… To feel you
You make it hard… To need you
You make it hard…
To love you

Ouarzazate

So I, wanted to be with you,
Spending the whole night through, Alone
When I, find myself here with you,
Leaving the world behind, It’s home

Falling inside…
Making me wild…
Holding you close…
Feeling alive

And I, banish the world away,
All that is left is you, My soul
Here now, trapped by the heat of night,
Nothing but you in mind, It’s pure

Falling inside…
Making me wild…
Holding you close…
Feeling alive

Better Together

It’s been years, And I’ve gone nowhere
Whenever I go to leave, You’re there…
I have no doubts, It was me,
taking your reality

It’s happened for the last time

Getting old, And it’s wearing me
Breaking ties with you is, So hard
I have no doubts, It was you, stealing my reality
It’s happening again

I want you forever
we’re better together
I’m leaving you never
I want you forever

If I run, It’ll be from you
Somewhere and sometime, Just to feel
I’ve got no doubts, Being true,
severing all ties to you

I’ll finally be free

When I go, It’ll be at peace
For now I’m just gonna live, My life
I had my doubts, Without you,
breaking my insanity
I’m going to win this time

I want you forever
we’re better together
I’m leaving you never
I want you forever

Riots

I’m wasted, because my life is wasted
So frustrated, yet they still berate me
I’m broken, because they break everything

It’s so elegant
So beautiful
But you don’t have a word to say

So ecstatic, Just to feel like I’m a whore
No eloquence, Waste my time, waste my core
I’m chained, I hold regret so close to me

It’s so elegant
So beautiful
But you don’t have a word to say

It’s Unspoken, a quiet riot in my head
So Voiceless, Lost my will, lost my soul
I’m Hopeless, Oh My god it’s such a bore

It’s so elegant
So beautiful
But you don’t have a word to say

De Re Licht

You make it sound like you're thinking of us
You make a sound like you're here for us
But an inch below, It’s all is blank though
But an inch below, no light can grow

No words, Not a sound,
Drop down, To the ground
You’re Empty now

You make it sound like you're thinking of us
You make a sound like you're here for us
But an inch below, It’s all is blank though
But an inch below, no light can grow

No words, Not a sound,
Drop down, To the ground

No words, Not a sound,
Drop down, To the ground

You’re Empty now

De Re-Licht

You're Derelict

Delia

Delia,
oh Delia,
Delia, Psycho-delia,
You cut your tape,
you oscillate,
reverberate and modulate
but you cant find your way home

Working Class Psychedelia

You are at once both the quiet and the confusion of my heart. ― Franz Kafka

Do the best you can
Until you know better

Then when you know
Know better

Do better

– Maya Angelou